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today is the first birthday of my son..but i need to go to work.. his mom got a leave but it doesnt mean im a bad father..:)

i was talkin to her last night.. and the topic was the things we did before we went to the hospital.. and we were laughing.. but a bit emotional coz red will go under the knife before september...im fine with it.. not thinking of this as red's another painful experience but his solution to his prob and this is good..

now.. i can see that red is a happy kid.. always smiling, always showing his teeth.. and i noticed that he has a wrinkly nose too when he smile.. sooooo cute..

he also likes to hug people..*got that from me* he's so malambing (sweet) but man.. he knows what he wants and he needs to get it or he'll have this fit that even i cant handle..

* wait till i can woop your butt my little hellion*

but it'll take a lot from me to hurt you...honestly i love you more than anyone on this earth..even myself..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RED!!!

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tired of something

I recently found... maybe it's a sad thinking... that we don't share emotions. No we don't. We are sometimes filled with huge feelings, a life so intense that we could think in that very moment that we are unique....

But only us feel that. We don't share emotions.

im sorry for bein rude man.. im just tired..or maybe slipping away from this..

hope this orange pill will make me smile..

my life

speechless..im just happy, he's ok na.