....

would you persue something yournot sure you gona get or have just because it felt right and you felt a love much stronger than anything in this world?...

you gona lose a big part of your soul by doin this..
would you?


i did.. and i lost not only a part of my soul but also 5 years of my life....

with all the pain felt...
all sad emotions showed..
all the dissapointments i gave to the people who love me coz of what i did..
every waking hours.. it felt like hell.. but colder..

this was accepted with open arms..

coz of one thing..

that smile