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i dont drink.. dont like the taste, hate the feeling it gives and i just dont like it.. period..

but for the couple of weeks.. ive been drinking.. a beer or two a night.. and i started comparing bein drunk and bein high.. i still prefer the later..

beer always acompanied by probs, saddness, anger, questions..etc.. etc

emotions that is reality..

bein high is a state where everything is amplified..all emotions.. all senses..

when im high.. i can hear the bass of a downbeat or in a heavytrance,i can hear people talk, i can feel a slightest touch, i can see clearly wether its real or jus the acid in the pill.. this is felt all the same time..
but after this, i am fine...i come back to my reality..

im not sayin im escaping my reality.. i dont have any reason to..

why am i comapring the two? i dono..

but right now.. i need them both badly..




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